The Depth of Love

There is no recipe for life— no fixed rulebook we can follow, no one-size-fits-all manual telling us how things will unfold or how we should live. Each of us is unique, journeying through life with our own rhythm and lessons.

Along my way, I’ve met many souls—people, animals, and nature’s quiet whispers—who have inspired me and taught me in ways I didn’t always recognize in the moment. These teachings are deeply personal. I carry within me many incredible stories from those times.

There were moments when I felt I couldn’t go on. Times when I was overwhelmed by depression, fear, exhaustion, or a sense of being stuck. People often say we choose these experiences, and that we can choose to let go, ride the waves, or stay positive. And while I agree—yes, we do have choices—I can also say this: even for the most experienced or spiritually aware, it is not always easy.

We’re human and we feel.
And those feeling are raw and real, and  here to remind us we’re alive.

If I had to describe it in a more tangible terms, these are particles in our energy field, turned into matter over lifetimes. We can either keep building upon them, or we can choose to start fresh—from our raw and natural source and nurture that space with love.

I know the desire to heal, evolve, create and produce is fast. I’ve been impatient and in the same position too.

What I keep learning is:

patience is key.

Which brings me to one of the greatest teachers in my life—my best friend and blessing to me, Earth and all mankind, Renwick Charles.

He often used this quote: ‘The mills of the gods grind slowly, but they grind small.’ (The earliest known use of this expression is by 3rd century Greek philosopher Sextus Empiricus) 

Mr Charles used to quote…”exceedingly fine…”

I used to call him Big Boy, or Charlie. He passed away in November 2019.
For nearly twenty years, he was my rock. We shared deep conversations, laughter, healing, meals,  many cups of teas, music, and so much joy.

Mr Charles embodied Peace and Love, he was it.  When you were in his presence, you felt it—you knew it.
He was, and remains, the essence of true love and peace in my heart.

I love you Big Boy,  I know you are here when I need you and guiding me with your presence and wisdom. I saw this beautiful flower and the photo reminded me of him and the depth of love that he was/is. He taught me how to be Peace, how to be Inspiration in an instant. His teachings were phenomenal, yet very humble.