I wish i had a recipe for life, unfortunately I don’t, every day I start from Zero, like yesterday never happened. Experiencing trauma is never a pleasant or an easy experience, especially when we lose someone who is in our immediate family. When I’ve heard the news, that my mother committed a suicide my whole body went into a shock and and I was struck by lightning and everything what I’ve thought life was, disappeared.
I remember my best mate, who sadly passed away, told me: “Darling don’t cry life will give you much worse.” It was funny and sad at the same time, but it was the truth. 100% responsibility is the bridge that connects the beating of the heart from pure love to the light at the end of the tunnel.
Way before I lost mum, my father passed away in pancreatic cancer, it took 6 months, which seemed so fast to me. I was lost when this tragedy happened to me, my life turned into total chaos as I didn’t have clarity. And chaos is hell.
I learnt various different techniques and tools to heal and better myself and fall in love with what is. Although at my most darkest moments, I still have time to support others, give hugs, spread joy and smile. The more I feed myself with Love, the more I feed the world with Peace. It is incredible how powerful we are.
There is this incredible tool called Ho’oponopono. It is easy to use and it doesn’t require any belief/religion. The only time it doesn’t work is when we don’t do it. It is based upon love and we are the ones who are in charge. My experience with practicing this tool each day are miracles beyond imagination.
Watching #AfterLife brought back these past memories and I had an opportunity to reflect and let go. Although my parents must have had some insight as to what I will become. When I think of them in tough moments they somehow show me messages in form of animals and real angels.
Manifesting from Nothing, in Memory of my Mum. https://youtu.be/Dj6DzKKg_Lw
My purpose on Earth and beyond is to fall in LOVE with everything. When we choose to be 100% responsible for our life we will be able to receive what we desire and beyond what we are able to comprehend.
If you are at crossroads and feel lonely and gave up hope, get in touch.
